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Monday, December 5, 2011
TODAY IM GONNA WRITE ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND!
Vincent Theng Yong Sheng, I know you won't get to see this but I just wanna tell you that I really love you from the bottom of my heart.
Even though, there's time whereby i really angry with you and literally don't feel like caring you anymore. But, after few hours i will still text you, or call you. This means that you really mean alot to me. Without you in my life, I really don't know what am I now.
Through the things that happened at home. I know who really cares and who really trust and treat me as my loves one. It's YOU! You're the one always beside me. Despite, me showing you attitude or quarrel with you. You will still be there for me. Trusting me, believing me and walking with me.
People says that family is the most important key in our life. But I don't agree to this statement because, for me. I don't feel love at all, AT ALL. From the beginning, I never knew why am I sent to this earth for. Even I'm being sent to this earth why am
I sent to this family and this house. I would rather be a orphan than few hurt from the people you use to rely on and believe in. You know that sucks?!
Nobody really understand what I wants. You guys are just wanting people to do things your way. Have you ever listen to my opinion or a words from me? No, all you do is to listen to yourself or listening to my sister. So what if I'm 18years old only, cant I make my own decision? If I won't really wanna be defiance, I would leave the house long ago or even get pregnant.
But I didn't, because I know what I'm doing. WHATEVER. I don't wanna waste time on you people. For you don't believe in me, I'm not gonna believe in you. I will not say things that are real to you because all I say you all would think its a lie. So whats the point of me being truthful? FUCK THE SHIT OKAY? I had enough.
Now. The only person I would rely on and continue pushing through is Vincent Theng Yong Sheng. You guys might think, the way I'm saying is just a defiance way or I'm too young.
HELLO, if I'm too young why 18years old is a legal age to be pregnant, get married, have a license, own anything. WHATEVER. No words would make me turn back to this family, or I can say house. Not even a home for me anymore, it's just shelter for me to live in. If I would have the choice, I wouldn't even choose to come back.
Watch me, few years down the road. I'm gonna live my way. Never gonna be tie down by anyone.
♥
Monday, December 5, 2011
TODAY IM GONNA WRITE ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND!
Vincent Theng Yong Sheng, I know you won't get to see this but I just wanna tell you that I really love you from the bottom of my heart.
Even though, there's time whereby i really angry with you and literally don't feel like caring you anymore. But, after few hours i will still text you, or call you. This means that you really mean alot to me. Without you in my life, I really don't know what am I now.
Through the things that happened at home. I know who really cares and who really trust and treat me as my loves one. It's YOU! You're the one always beside me. Despite, me showing you attitude or quarrel with you. You will still be there for me. Trusting me, believing me and walking with me.
People says that family is the most important key in our life. But I don't agree to this statement because, for me. I don't feel love at all, AT ALL. From the beginning, I never knew why am I sent to this earth for. Even I'm being sent to this earth why am
I sent to this family and this house. I would rather be a orphan than few hurt from the people you use to rely on and believe in. You know that sucks?!
Nobody really understand what I wants. You guys are just wanting people to do things your way. Have you ever listen to my opinion or a words from me? No, all you do is to listen to yourself or listening to my sister. So what if I'm 18years old only, cant I make my own decision? If I won't really wanna be defiance, I would leave the house long ago or even get pregnant.
But I didn't, because I know what I'm doing. WHATEVER. I don't wanna waste time on you people. For you don't believe in me, I'm not gonna believe in you. I will not say things that are real to you because all I say you all would think its a lie. So whats the point of me being truthful? FUCK THE SHIT OKAY? I had enough.
Now. The only person I would rely on and continue pushing through is Vincent Theng Yong Sheng. You guys might think, the way I'm saying is just a defiance way or I'm too young.
HELLO, if I'm too young why 18years old is a legal age to be pregnant, get married, have a license, own anything. WHATEVER. No words would make me turn back to this family, or I can say house. Not even a home for me anymore, it's just shelter for me to live in. If I would have the choice, I wouldn't even choose to come back.
Watch me, few years down the road. I'm gonna live my way. Never gonna be tie down by anyone.
