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♥ Monday, February 6, 2012
12:12 AM

I feel that I have changed to a total different person that I can't remember. I'm even afraid of myself now. A totally different person. I scared of myself. After being with Vincent. I don't know why. But, just the whole of my character changed! Why?! I want the old Catherine Tan to be back. Me don't like this Catherine Tan. Pleaseee, I really hate this.
I hate this period of my life now. My attitude, my character have totally changed to another person! I don't know why. But things around me changes. I should not give too much to bf after all. There's a limit. I really wish one day I can go back to the old me. Haisss, why do I always get into this kind of shit?
Actually, our thinking is different. I can't communicate with him well. Sometimes, I just don't understand him. I get irritated when he doesn't understand a simple thing. It's like, dude you don't even get it?! Maybe that's the meaning of age-gap? Why?! Why things starts to happen now? I don't get it and I don't like it! Fuck this shit! You get it?
Please, Catherine! Be yourself. You own no one a living. You don't need to live to pleased someone's else life. Live your own life!