♥
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Hey there, this post was supposed to be written yesterday but was too tired to do it so here i am writing it now on a Sunday morning. Things are working pretty well for these week besides the Friday, things are done by myself so i have to face the music myself. I know this kind of things will happen sooneror later so i have to be prepared for it. I should have went to work on Friday, nevermind. Things happened for me to learnt. But, just wanna say my life don't revolve around you so i don't have to be so worry. I can also go find another job and quit this.
Alrights, back to the topic for this post. After meeting boy last night, he came down to meet me after my work at Nex. Came to my house to visit Brownie and said hi to grandma, had quitea happy session together. Took a few photos together and after that went to MacDonald to have supper, talked many things and as you know most of the talking is done by him. He likes to talk about his problems all of the time, then went to one of the void deck and sat down. Continue talking since it is still early, and then talked about Jive. Finally, i looked into his eyes and asked him is he gonna join Jive Committee. His reply was, 'I'm not gonna join.' One of the reason is that he is a smoker and jive people despice smoker. Yea, hopefully what you said you gonna do it. Don't make my hope too high and at the end come tell me that they really need you then you join it. That's not what i wanna hear.
9 more days to our overseas trip...
Yes, it's our first trip overseas to Redang. Okay, actually it's not our first time overseas we went city square the other day so we did stamp our passport. But, Redang would be our furthest that we're going. It might not be my first time going but things and people that are going are different. I doesn't want to bring the past memories over there, so i'm bringing a brand new mind there and treat it my first time over there.
I want to this trip to be a relax with no troubles or bring any problems there. I just want to go there and throw away my troubles forget the things that had happened for the past few days, weeks or even months. Boy, let's throw all the troubles back in Singapore and head to Redang without any things that is in our mind. I just want to spend this trip with you and not think about any other stuffs.
One of the things that is still pondering me is that my menses is still not here yet and if it would have to come next next, i won't be able to go into water. So, i'm gonna see the doctor if it doesn't come tomorrow.
Like the title of today's topic is '不敢太幸福。' Yes, like i say things are working pretty well between us for now but i doesn't want to put my hope too high if not i would fall too hard the next time round when i get anything that would cause me to be dissappointed.
Gonna delicate a song to this blog by;
By2: 你并不懂我
原来不爱说 以为你懂得
每次说着说着 都是我哭了
我擦干眼泪 慢慢习惯沉默
朋友聊起 我就说一些别的
你总是哄我 说永远不分手
可是我 还不确定会停留
终于我看透 没退路的角落
不闪躲
你并不爱我 怎么会懂我
你从来就不曾 在乎我的感受
没兑现过承诺 傻瓜才当温柔
难过时候 还假装笑着点头
你并不懂我 怎么能爱我
曾经我也以为 有你我就足够
直到发现 原来我不过
是你用来炫耀的 玩偶
我好难过 你并不爱我
你总是哄我 说永远不分手
可是我 还不确定会停留
终于我看透 没退路的角落
不闪躲
你并不爱我 怎么会懂我
你从来就不曾 在乎我的感受
没兑现过承诺 傻瓜才当温柔
难过时候 还假装笑着点头
你并不懂我 怎么能爱我
曾经我也以为 有你我就足够
直到发现 原来我不过
是你用来炫耀的 玩偶
我好难过 你并不爱我
♥
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Hey there, this post was supposed to be written yesterday but was too tired to do it so here i am writing it now on a Sunday morning. Things are working pretty well for these week besides the Friday, things are done by myself so i have to face the music myself. I know this kind of things will happen sooneror later so i have to be prepared for it. I should have went to work on Friday, nevermind. Things happened for me to learnt. But, just wanna say my life don't revolve around you so i don't have to be so worry. I can also go find another job and quit this.
Alrights, back to the topic for this post. After meeting boy last night, he came down to meet me after my work at Nex. Came to my house to visit Brownie and said hi to grandma, had quitea happy session together. Took a few photos together and after that went to MacDonald to have supper, talked many things and as you know most of the talking is done by him. He likes to talk about his problems all of the time, then went to one of the void deck and sat down. Continue talking since it is still early, and then talked about Jive. Finally, i looked into his eyes and asked him is he gonna join Jive Committee. His reply was, 'I'm not gonna join.' One of the reason is that he is a smoker and jive people despice smoker. Yea, hopefully what you said you gonna do it. Don't make my hope too high and at the end come tell me that they really need you then you join it. That's not what i wanna hear.
9 more days to our overseas trip...
Yes, it's our first trip overseas to Redang. Okay, actually it's not our first time overseas we went city square the other day so we did stamp our passport. But, Redang would be our furthest that we're going. It might not be my first time going but things and people that are going are different. I doesn't want to bring the past memories over there, so i'm bringing a brand new mind there and treat it my first time over there.
I want to this trip to be a relax with no troubles or bring any problems there. I just want to go there and throw away my troubles forget the things that had happened for the past few days, weeks or even months. Boy, let's throw all the troubles back in Singapore and head to Redang without any things that is in our mind. I just want to spend this trip with you and not think about any other stuffs.
One of the things that is still pondering me is that my menses is still not here yet and if it would have to come next next, i won't be able to go into water. So, i'm gonna see the doctor if it doesn't come tomorrow.
Like the title of today's topic is '不敢太幸福。' Yes, like i say things are working pretty well between us for now but i doesn't want to put my hope too high if not i would fall too hard the next time round when i get anything that would cause me to be dissappointed.
Gonna delicate a song to this blog by;
By2: 你并不懂我
原来不爱说 以为你懂得
每次说着说着 都是我哭了
我擦干眼泪 慢慢习惯沉默
朋友聊起 我就说一些别的
你总是哄我 说永远不分手
可是我 还不确定会停留
终于我看透 没退路的角落
不闪躲
你并不爱我 怎么会懂我
你从来就不曾 在乎我的感受
没兑现过承诺 傻瓜才当温柔
难过时候 还假装笑着点头
你并不懂我 怎么能爱我
曾经我也以为 有你我就足够
直到发现 原来我不过
是你用来炫耀的 玩偶
我好难过 你并不爱我
你总是哄我 说永远不分手
可是我 还不确定会停留
终于我看透 没退路的角落
不闪躲
你并不爱我 怎么会懂我
你从来就不曾 在乎我的感受
没兑现过承诺 傻瓜才当温柔
难过时候 还假装笑着点头
你并不懂我 怎么能爱我
曾经我也以为 有你我就足够
直到发现 原来我不过
是你用来炫耀的 玩偶
我好难过 你并不爱我
