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Saturday, March 9, 2013
Hi bloggy..
It's a Friday night and I'm not feeling good at all. Yeaaa, guess I'm overthinking? Hope so, I really hope that I'm overthinking.
I just don't feel secure with what you says. Maybe I'm protective and pocessive. It just irks me whenever you have any contact with her. Since yesterday till now, I feel that I'm feeling insecure the moment you went to meet up with you're sem1 classmates. Overthinking again. So afraid that you'll meet them again. Maybe today you guys meet up for club or drink? I don't know, and I really don't wish to think so much.
You have never lie to me before. *maybe it's just that I haven't found out your lies?* and I'll never hope to know because once I know that one that lies to me I'll never forget. Forgives but never forget. Yes, what if you lie to me? Maybe, you might be making out with her, drinking with her, dancing with her now? Yes, maybe. I know you won't do that but she would definitely do that and you'll just let her do it on you. That's what many guys would say right? Feeling really puzzled and worried at the same time.
要怪就怪我找的男朋友. From that day, when I saw that whatsapp you sent to her at amk. I've already felt that I'm playing with fire. Till today, I still think so. And another incident that you made me feel that we're just lovers that shouldn't be together is that day when I saw the message between you, her and the other girl. Yeah, I remembers all this clearly because I'm just afraid of being getting hurt again. I don't want to be a dumb girl again. Therefore, I'm ready to get any unwanted things that I don't want to know and after that I'll be ready to let go without regretting because from the very first day I should know that this kind of things would happen sooner or later.
It's just a matter of time...
This is where I can vent my anger and thoughts at because I know things are complicated, I don't want to let others worry about my relationship.
Being a burden myself is better than giving others burden.
I really hate myself for choosing this kind of boyfriend. Guess I'm really bad at choosing boyfriend, all my life I've been waiting for a guy that I could trust and rely on. When will I be able to find him?
Maybe. One. Day. Where. I. Really. Lost. Hope? And. Then. He. Will. Arrives? Yes. Maybe.
♥
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Hi bloggy..
It's a Friday night and I'm not feeling good at all. Yeaaa, guess I'm overthinking? Hope so, I really hope that I'm overthinking.
I just don't feel secure with what you says. Maybe I'm protective and pocessive. It just irks me whenever you have any contact with her. Since yesterday till now, I feel that I'm feeling insecure the moment you went to meet up with you're sem1 classmates. Overthinking again. So afraid that you'll meet them again. Maybe today you guys meet up for club or drink? I don't know, and I really don't wish to think so much.
You have never lie to me before. *maybe it's just that I haven't found out your lies?* and I'll never hope to know because once I know that one that lies to me I'll never forget. Forgives but never forget. Yes, what if you lie to me? Maybe, you might be making out with her, drinking with her, dancing with her now? Yes, maybe. I know you won't do that but she would definitely do that and you'll just let her do it on you. That's what many guys would say right? Feeling really puzzled and worried at the same time.
要怪就怪我找的男朋友. From that day, when I saw that whatsapp you sent to her at amk. I've already felt that I'm playing with fire. Till today, I still think so. And another incident that you made me feel that we're just lovers that shouldn't be together is that day when I saw the message between you, her and the other girl. Yeah, I remembers all this clearly because I'm just afraid of being getting hurt again. I don't want to be a dumb girl again. Therefore, I'm ready to get any unwanted things that I don't want to know and after that I'll be ready to let go without regretting because from the very first day I should know that this kind of things would happen sooner or later.
It's just a matter of time...
This is where I can vent my anger and thoughts at because I know things are complicated, I don't want to let others worry about my relationship.
Being a burden myself is better than giving others burden.
I really hate myself for choosing this kind of boyfriend. Guess I'm really bad at choosing boyfriend, all my life I've been waiting for a guy that I could trust and rely on. When will I be able to find him?
Maybe. One. Day. Where. I. Really. Lost. Hope? And. Then. He. Will. Arrives? Yes. Maybe.
