This is a place where I can share my emotions and troubles. No one know the full story except this blog. Nobody will ever know.

I'm gonna write about what happened today! :( Rather sad one. Had driving at 11am today then met Vincent at 12pm as it's his turn to drive. Saw him and I said hi then went to the bus stop to wait for him. At 1pm he then text me on whether where am I then met him at the bus stop. I seated down while he stood up. Asked him to sit down but he insisted after a few times of asking I went to pull his hand and ask him sit beside me. Bus came, we went to UOB as he want to deposit money . So after that we went Hougang mall Kopitiam to eat. We ate Ban Mian, then to the supermart stall to get a drink and we don't know where else to go so I ask if I could see Harry. He looked at his watch and I can see that he don't feel like it but at the end he still agreed on it. We bus-ed 62 over as usual. Then walk until downstairs his house, told him to go up get Harry down. He went and came down, Harry was so excited!! So happy to see him, then when I put him down on the ground he ran so fast and vin ran after it. I saw he fell from a distance then after that he came back carrying Harry! :'( Sorry Vincent! So he came back, didn't blame me but we help to put the lash for him. And decided to go for a walk, walk till the other block. He pee a lot lah!! Then until one block, it was quiet. I wanted to hug him. It was my plan to hug him today actually. I really miss him. But I didn't. So we walked back to his house downstairs and after awhile at a corner. I looked at him and walk towards him and decided to hug him. He kept quiet for a moment but after that he said '你做什么？' I didn't care but continue hugging him. He felt so skinny, he became so skinny and thin. I miss him, I really miss him. Then I look at him and held his hand. He didn't know what to do but just stared at me. Again, I looked at him and ask ' 你会不会讨厌我？' he replied '为什么要讨厌你？' then I asked again '我可也抱你吗？'he replied '你不是抱料咯？' again, I hug him one last time. A long one and I started tearing and said I miss you. He didn't hug me back. He just stood there and be a statue... After that he asked what time is it and its 3plus and he said he needs to go back and he called Harry 'COME!' His voice! DANG! Yes, his voice is the one thing that attracted me when I first met him and now his voice just teared me up. Walked until the life he ask does he need to sent me off? I said don't need you go up lor. And he say really? And I said yup. I was tearing terribly but he didn't show any concern. Guess I broke his heart so much that his love and feelings towards me is dead already. So I walk and Harry didn't wanted to go. I wave at him again and I feel that I should go. So I just turn back and never returned. Then I cry and cry and cried. Texted hkm and the rest is below..

CATHERINETANJINLING
20 years old
25 May 1993
Gemini
Whatever that is Orange makes me happy
Qoute for my life ' It's either you never did, or you always will.'

This is a place where I can share my emotions and troubles. No one know the full story except this blog. Nobody will ever know.

I'm gonna write about what happened today! :( Rather sad one. Had driving at 11am today then met Vincent at 12pm as it's his turn to drive. Saw him and I said hi then went to the bus stop to wait for him. At 1pm he then text me on whether where am I then met him at the bus stop. I seated down while he stood up. Asked him to sit down but he insisted after a few times of asking I went to pull his hand and ask him sit beside me. Bus came, we went to UOB as he want to deposit money . So after that we went Hougang mall Kopitiam to eat. We ate Ban Mian, then to the supermart stall to get a drink and we don't know where else to go so I ask if I could see Harry. He looked at his watch and I can see that he don't feel like it but at the end he still agreed on it. We bus-ed 62 over as usual. Then walk until downstairs his house, told him to go up get Harry down. He went and came down, Harry was so excited!! So happy to see him, then when I put him down on the ground he ran so fast and vin ran after it. I saw he fell from a distance then after that he came back carrying Harry! :'( Sorry Vincent! So he came back, didn't blame me but we help to put the lash for him. And decided to go for a walk, walk till the other block. He pee a lot lah!! Then until one block, it was quiet. I wanted to hug him. It was my plan to hug him today actually. I really miss him. But I didn't. So we walked back to his house downstairs and after awhile at a corner. I looked at him and walk towards him and decided to hug him. He kept quiet for a moment but after that he said '你做什么？' I didn't care but continue hugging him. He felt so skinny, he became so skinny and thin. I miss him, I really miss him. Then I look at him and held his hand. He didn't know what to do but just stared at me. Again, I looked at him and ask ' 你会不会讨厌我？' he replied '为什么要讨厌你？' then I asked again '我可也抱你吗？'he replied '你不是抱料咯？' again, I hug him one last time. A long one and I started tearing and said I miss you. He didn't hug me back. He just stood there and be a statue... After that he asked what time is it and its 3plus and he said he needs to go back and he called Harry 'COME!' His voice! DANG! Yes, his voice is the one thing that attracted me when I first met him and now his voice just teared me up. Walked until the life he ask does he need to sent me off? I said don't need you go up lor. And he say really? And I said yup. I was tearing terribly but he didn't show any concern. Guess I broke his heart so much that his love and feelings towards me is dead already. So I walk and Harry didn't wanted to go. I wave at him again and I feel that I should go. So I just turn back and never returned. Then I cry and cry and cried. Texted hkm and the rest is below..