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♥ Tuesday, April 16, 2013
10:04 PM

I have been thinking a lot a lot these few days. Crying a lot too. Guess now I know how hurt you feel that time. It like your most love girl has left you and never coming back to your side. Since the day, I text you about the break up until now I've never forget about you. I always ask JP about you and ask him to help me see are you doing well anot. Our relationship ended all because of me. I regretted, cried, miss you and all. I can only blame myself. But now, things is not going to change back to last time. I know you when I was 18yrs old, this year I'm 20. I've know you for 2yrs plus le. You're my longest bf I ever had and also the BEST bf I ever had. The bf that dote me, love me, cares for me, cry with me, quarrel with me, laugh with me, eat with me, sleep with me, go overseas first time with me. All you do is to make me happy. I'm very happy to have you as my bf. Now, I lost everything. I lost your hug to sleep, I lost your '宝贝老婆我爱你', most of all I lost YOU! Now I know what's the meaning of 分开以后我才知道我有多爱你. Now, the only thing I can do is to hug the tigger that you gave me long ago. Do you still remember? The big tigger that you bought at bugis for me after your work. This big tigger has never leave my bed since the day you gave it to me. It's always sleeping with me and me hugging it to sleep every night. :) For the past few months, I talk to the tigger and tell him how much I miss you but I feel so bad to you. I miss you. I know this life I can't be your gf or wife already, but I hope I can be your gf and wife next life because I really love you so much. I don't know whether do you still have the little feelings for me but just want to tell you thank you for accompanying today and also not pushing me away when I hug you just now. That hug means a lot to me, when I think of it. It just makes me want to cry. Vincent Theng Yong Sheng, Thank you for everything you do to me. :') Now, the only things that can make me happy is that we are able to talk like friends and keep in contact forever till the day I die. Take Care my once love. We were together as couple for 1year 6month 13days but we will be together forever as friends, good friends, best friends! <3