Today is Vincent's TP. Yesterday night wished him all the best and hopefully he will pass. But, he didn't reply. :( It's okay, I don't blame you baby. Maybe you're asleep that why? This morning woke up and saw that your last seen was 12.32am, why you don't want to reply me? I don't know why you will go a few day texting me and then suddenly stopped and ignore me and act like nothing happened. You just toyed and fooled me as and when you like it. Do you know how hurtful that is? 我是女人，我须要被疼爱的女孩子。你为和要这样的对待我？你好忍心哦！

Guess the love you had for me is completely gone and because if you still love me you won't even let me hurt this much. I wonder what makes you become this way and forget about me completely? Because I want to learn from you too, i just want to forget about our past completely and start a new life with myself. This pain is too much for me. Whenever I see the way you reply or not replying my text, do you know tear just fall? My heart just feel so painful and I will just start crying and crying. Why do I have to be in this way? I just want to be happy with my life now, is it so difficult to ask for?

Today, around 1plus I was in class but I know you're taking your TP. I keep thinking whether are you doing good anot? I really hope that you will pass this time. Then around 3plus, decided to text you. Surprisingly, you replied!!!! I WAS SO SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT YOU REPLIED. But, you said Failed :((. I felt sad for you too, baby.. :(( It's okay baby, I failed too. Retake okay? Then you asked me how to top up the account and I offered to help you top up. So, i used iBanking to help you. Then I realised, I do so much and help you so much, But yet at the end of the day, what will i get? Is it another no reply of text and ignorance? Another heart breaking from you again? Yes.... This evening before napping, tears just rolled down again, looking at our photos and thinking how much time we spent together last time and thinking i would hold your hand to sleep every time i go your house stay or nap. I really miss those time.

They way you treat me is so bad yet, i still offered to help you settle your stuff without asking any return from you. DO I REALLY DESERVE ALL THIS TREATMENT FROM YOU? I'm getting more hurt than you had got. Why must i help you so much and yet you treat it like i'm supposed to do it? 我真的很傻。Knowing that doing all this will only make myself even more hurt but i still choose to do it. Maybe this is called love? Last time, i hurt you almost everyday, scolding you and quarreling with you. But at the end of the day, you will still let me win and then we will be okay. I know all these hurt have cause you to not dare to trust and love me again. But those days was days when i was young and don't know how to cherish things well. But now, it's all too late. I can't treat you any better now, i can just treat you good as a friend. Normal friend is all i can do to make you feel better than last time. I love you so much baby Vincent, would there be a day where i can sleep beside you and hugging your hand to sleep instead of hugging the tigger that you bought for me? I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY, I HOPE THE DAY WILL COME BACK TO ME. I LOVE YOU VINCENT, 我爱你邓泳生。

CATHERINETANJINLING
20 years old
25 May 1993
Gemini
Whatever that is Orange makes me happy
Qoute for my life ' It's either you never did, or you always will.'

Today is Vincent's TP. Yesterday night wished him all the best and hopefully he will pass. But, he didn't reply. :( It's okay, I don't blame you baby. Maybe you're asleep that why? This morning woke up and saw that your last seen was 12.32am, why you don't want to reply me? I don't know why you will go a few day texting me and then suddenly stopped and ignore me and act like nothing happened. You just toyed and fooled me as and when you like it. Do you know how hurtful that is? 我是女人，我须要被疼爱的女孩子。你为和要这样的对待我？你好忍心哦！

Guess the love you had for me is completely gone and because if you still love me you won't even let me hurt this much. I wonder what makes you become this way and forget about me completely? Because I want to learn from you too, i just want to forget about our past completely and start a new life with myself. This pain is too much for me. Whenever I see the way you reply or not replying my text, do you know tear just fall? My heart just feel so painful and I will just start crying and crying. Why do I have to be in this way? I just want to be happy with my life now, is it so difficult to ask for?

Today, around 1plus I was in class but I know you're taking your TP. I keep thinking whether are you doing good anot? I really hope that you will pass this time. Then around 3plus, decided to text you. Surprisingly, you replied!!!! I WAS SO SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT YOU REPLIED. But, you said Failed :((. I felt sad for you too, baby.. :(( It's okay baby, I failed too. Retake okay? Then you asked me how to top up the account and I offered to help you top up. So, i used iBanking to help you. Then I realised, I do so much and help you so much, But yet at the end of the day, what will i get? Is it another no reply of text and ignorance? Another heart breaking from you again? Yes.... This evening before napping, tears just rolled down again, looking at our photos and thinking how much time we spent together last time and thinking i would hold your hand to sleep every time i go your house stay or nap. I really miss those time.

They way you treat me is so bad yet, i still offered to help you settle your stuff without asking any return from you. DO I REALLY DESERVE ALL THIS TREATMENT FROM YOU? I'm getting more hurt than you had got. Why must i help you so much and yet you treat it like i'm supposed to do it? 我真的很傻。Knowing that doing all this will only make myself even more hurt but i still choose to do it. Maybe this is called love? Last time, i hurt you almost everyday, scolding you and quarreling with you. But at the end of the day, you will still let me win and then we will be okay. I know all these hurt have cause you to not dare to trust and love me again. But those days was days when i was young and don't know how to cherish things well. But now, it's all too late. I can't treat you any better now, i can just treat you good as a friend. Normal friend is all i can do to make you feel better than last time. I love you so much baby Vincent, would there be a day where i can sleep beside you and hugging your hand to sleep instead of hugging the tigger that you bought for me? I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY, I HOPE THE DAY WILL COME BACK TO ME. I LOVE YOU VINCENT, 我爱你邓泳生。