Slowly, I feel that all the things that I do for you is not worthwhile anymore. No matter what I do you will not ever give a shit about me. Yes, you do look at me. But all those are fake looks, you just wanna make me fall into the trap.

You makes me thinks that you still cared but you don't.
You makes me look back to you but you don't care.
You makes me want to look back at you and you ignore.
You make me look like a fool to everyone.

But, let me tell you this;

I will not fall into your trap anymore.
I will not be that naive Catherine that will keep running back to you and beg for you to meet me and for your return anymore.
I will not text you anymore.
I will not send you letters anymore.
I will not give you any presents anymore.
I will not be stupid and act like a fool anymore.

While I waited for you to come back to me wholeheartedly for the past 8 months to be exact. I stay single and begged for your return. You didn't even give a damn shit about me. I know I left you for 4 months with YY but I came back crying and begging you for so long yet you carrying your ego, having your bros and listening to your friends advice you choose not to get back together with me. It's okay, not getting back together with me is definitely your lost and not mine. If one day you begin to be like Derek and come running back to me to have me back. I assure you, you will get back the same treatment like I gave him.

After hearing what JP told me about your stuff from Philip. I just feel that you're such a loser in life now. You have totally became into another person that I have never once knew. Yes, maybe what you said was right. 人是会变的 Yea, you changed totally. Going to tiew and drink without paying, taking cab home with bros without paying and spending money on those siam bu. Bank with less than $100 when you just got your pay on the day itself. And when it's nearing the end of the month you would be left with less than $2. How pathetic is it. I would definitely not want a friend like this. How would I want a boyfriend like this.

I have always carried that guilt that all these things you're doing now is what I have brought to you. But, for the past 8 months, I wanted to lend you a helping hand and tried to care for you, love you, lend you money when you needed, buy things for you, first to wished you during your birthday, help you when you needed to do things for driving. But, you just took all these things for granted.  Do you know there's a lot of guys out there waiting for me but I choose not to get anyone because of you? But yet, you really don't give a shit about me.

傻也傻够了笨也笨够了这一切都该结束了。。

CATHERINETANJINLING
20 years old
25 May 1993
Gemini
Whatever that is Orange makes me happy
Qoute for my life ' It's either you never did, or you always will.'

Slowly, I feel that all the things that I do for you is not worthwhile anymore. No matter what I do you will not ever give a shit about me. Yes, you do look at me. But all those are fake looks, you just wanna make me fall into the trap.

You makes me thinks that you still cared but you don't.
You makes me look back to you but you don't care.
You makes me want to look back at you and you ignore.
You make me look like a fool to everyone.

But, let me tell you this;

I will not fall into your trap anymore.
I will not be that naive Catherine that will keep running back to you and beg for you to meet me and for your return anymore.
I will not text you anymore.
I will not send you letters anymore.
I will not give you any presents anymore.
I will not be stupid and act like a fool anymore.

While I waited for you to come back to me wholeheartedly for the past 8 months to be exact. I stay single and begged for your return. You didn't even give a damn shit about me. I know I left you for 4 months with YY but I came back crying and begging you for so long yet you carrying your ego, having your bros and listening to your friends advice you choose not to get back together with me. It's okay, not getting back together with me is definitely your lost and not mine. If one day you begin to be like Derek and come running back to me to have me back. I assure you, you will get back the same treatment like I gave him.

After hearing what JP told me about your stuff from Philip. I just feel that you're such a loser in life now. You have totally became into another person that I have never once knew. Yes, maybe what you said was right. 人是会变的 Yea, you changed totally. Going to tiew and drink without paying, taking cab home with bros without paying and spending money on those siam bu. Bank with less than $100 when you just got your pay on the day itself. And when it's nearing the end of the month you would be left with less than $2. How pathetic is it. I would definitely not want a friend like this. How would I want a boyfriend like this.

I have always carried that guilt that all these things you're doing now is what I have brought to you. But, for the past 8 months, I wanted to lend you a helping hand and tried to care for you, love you, lend you money when you needed, buy things for you, first to wished you during your birthday, help you when you needed to do things for driving. But, you just took all these things for granted.  Do you know there's a lot of guys out there waiting for me but I choose not to get anyone because of you? But yet, you really don't give a shit about me.

傻也傻够了笨也笨够了这一切都该结束了。。